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Things are going well for Dante and I I'd like to think. I'm doing well, I'm healthy still, no problems as of yet really, and he's doing great too. He's still just as wonderful and perfect as ever, and...me, well I'm here, and I'm not dying. I have a sore throat today, and a bit of a stuffy nose, but thats just allergies.
I had to go in for a biopsy yesterday, maybe one of my most painful yet really...it hurts so bad I always think I'm going to die in the middle of it one of these times. But what made it not the worst one yet, was the fact that Dante was with me, the whole time. He held my hand...he was so sweet, he made it so much better and I wish he'd have been there more often. People think its bad for me to have him there, but I think they don't know what they are talking about. Anyways. I had that, as well as some other exam...which was horrible, and I don't even want to talk about it.
On another note though, bills are starting to come, I knew they would...but not this many. So far we have almost half a million in debt to pay, and thats not the full extent of it I know. I'm still getting tested because Dante insists and I have these really expensive pills too. So, I had to get a job, and he had to get a second one. I'm going to work at a ice cream place, and he's working at a fluffy place- I forget what he is selling. I think its bakery items. Which is just fine, he loves his bakery foods, so he should be happy, and when he doesn't want that- he'll probably want ice cream.
Things feel really good right now, I'm so deep in love with Dante its amazing, I really feel like everything is going to be just fine for us now...finally.

[Survey]

1. How do you usually introduce yourself to people:?
Hallo, I'm Flik.

2. What is the longest plane ride you've been on?:
Probably about ten hours, maybe more.

3. Where do you usually order pizza from?:
I'm not too fond of pizza, I never order it.

4. Have you ever been to Houston?:
Whats Houston?

5. Have you ever tripped going up steps?:
Oh of course.

6. What's one thing you really hope to do this summer?
Go on Vacation, do something special for Dante that'll make him happy.

7. Do you have a best friend?
Yes I do.

8. Are you going to be starting a new job this summer?
Yes, at the Baskin and Robins.

9. Are you currently fighthing with someone?
...Not that I know of. I don't 'like fighting anyways.

10. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?:
My gosh no, that'd be so mean.

11. Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
I don't think so.

12. Ever taken a sobriety test?
Nope.

13. If alcohol were banned worldwide, what would your reaction be?
I would be upset because its not that bad. I enjoy it sometimes.

14. How old are your parents?
My mom is in her fourties.

15. Do you drunk dial?:
What's that?

16. Can you see a phone right now?
No.

17. When is your birthday?
May Tenth

18. Are you a jealous person?:
I've been jealous before.

19. Ever skip school and spend the day at the beach?:
I'd like to...I probably will if I go back.

20. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
When Dante kissed me last.

21. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Dante and a Cab driver.

22. How are you today?
tired. and bored.

23. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes.

24. Do they miss you?
I hope...

25. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
Dante's smile.

.26. Do you have any really crazy relatives?
I think so.

27. When people get depressed are you the one they turn to?
I hope they do.

28. Does everyone in your life know the real you?:
Not everybody.

29. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Being woken up most likely.

30. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?:
I think so.

31. What was the weather like on your last birthday?:
Probably sunny. I couldn't go outside though.

32. What are you listening to?
Dante.

33. Can men and women be "Just Friends"?
I don't see why not.

34. What woke you up this morning?
A sexy guy, Dante.

35. Who was the last person to leave a comment on your myspace?
Myspace?

37. Initials?:
F.A.W

38. Do you enjoy fighting with people?
Not at all.

39. Have you ever been in the emergency room?:
Yeah.

40. Do you drink coffee?
Nope.

41. Are you a bad influence?
I really hope not, but I probably am to Bee.


42. Have you been to more than 10 concerts?:
No...just two or three, those were Dante's.

43. Are you reliable?:
I try to be, I hope to be.

44. Do you give in easily?
It depends.


45. Do you need to do laundry?:
Oh always...yuck.

46. How old will you be in 10 months?
Eighteen.

47. Do you recycle?
Every day. I want to keep the world clean.

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Your Dating Purity Score: 75%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Your Vocabulary Score: B-

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying. Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly. But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else! Your best soda match: Diet Coke Stay away from: Mountain Dew

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,106,500