Das Tagebuch

Well, I'm on probation now for Dante. Its so he can have Bee again, in our family, maybe. Just two weeks of living 'on my own'. So far Dante's ben here the whole time so its been great. Its just like every other day only Rupi is grumpy at me and Dante for being together. I guess he really doesn't like Dante...maybe Dante was right about that.
Either way, this is how things are. I am in a little place on my own- and I'm sick with a cough. It was just a cold for about a half a day and now its some horrible cough that I can't seem to shake. I feel like I can't breathe half of the time- but I'll be ok, seeing as I always am some how. Dante doesn't beleive it much with how he constantly insists I get tested again and again for a relapse...but he'll learn. Twice was enough!

That aside- Christmas is soon! We had our thanksgiving just the other day and now I need to think about shopping for my lovey on the biggest American holiday of the year! I don't know what to get him...really, though I can figure something out, for sure. And I don't know if I'm allowed to buy for Bee either...I'd like to, really. I feel so guilty for what I did- I wish they could see this...I never meant harm.

-sigh- Oh well. Pushing onward! Busy times ahead! I'll try and write more again soon hopefully before christmas hits.