Das Tagebuch

We left New York for a trip out to my Aunt and Uncles. we'll be out here for a couple days- and there is a good reason for this, but a reason I don't exactly enjoy dwelling on. But we're safe, we've made sure some how we are. And Dante is here with me, as lovely as ever. After this he says we can maybe be married sooner...maybe even this year! I'm pretty excited! We can go on a vacation, on a honey moon- all the thinsg I've been dreaming about for so long...or at least since he proposed the first time nearly two years ago now. Can you believe it? I've never had anybody love me for so long...unconditionally...let alone somebody who is an etirely beautiful person, somebody I'd have fantisized over if I had met on the streets...he's so perfect for me. I really can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. Heh, well I guess I needed to get that out of my system again.
Either way, good things are coming, despite all the bad recently. We had Ed staying with us, Dante's idea, and he's been there for weeks. But he is using drugs, heroin, around my Dante and this is not good. He overdosed one day when Dante was off with Pneumonia at the doctors (he was so sick! :( ) and I was very scared...it reminded me of when Dante was using and he first overdosed on heroin around me. I still can't sleep good...and I don't even know if Ed is okay yet. Its Dante's friend though, I think if Dante doesn't go visit him I will anyways because I dont' think anybody should have to spend endless nights alone in a hospital, I've done it and I know how depressing it can be.
But, aside from all this, I have great expectations for the near future! Yay!