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Yes, thats right. I was deported. Randomly. I was having a wonderful day with Dante, things felt great...then they came and took me away and now I didn't have a chance to fight to be able to stay with him. I just got taken away and now I'm in a plane on my way to Germany...the Berlin Flughafen. I feel so...so dazed right now. I don't know if its real or if its a dream...a nightmare. Am I really gone? I didn't get to say goodbye to him...what will I do if I can't get back to the U.S.A? Dante won't come for me...he can't come to Deutschland...he's afraid of a plane. He wouldn't come for me. He wouldn't pick up the phone to say goodbye. I feel like my heart can't hurt anymore...its broken, its shattered...I dont know how to live without him. I can't do it. I can't even stop thinking about him and how I want him to wake me up, I don't care if he tickles me into waking, he always does, I already miss that. I miss his smile, his eyes, his hair...his touch. I miss him so bad I hurt all over.


--LAYER ONE--

Spell your first name with animals

Flamingo
Lamb
Iguana
Kiwi
Kitten
Impala
Newt

--LAYER TWO--
Full name: Flikkin Adamski Witzenburge
Birthday: May 10th 1989
Nickname: Flik, Muffin
Location: Germany
Eye Color: Brown
Natural Hair Color: Brown
Right or left: Left

--LAYER THREE--

Shoes you wore today: I didn't
Your perfect pizza: I'm not too picky.
Best holiday: Valentines Day
Best Missed Memory: I should have accepted Dante's suggestion to make cookies this morning...

--LAYER FOUR--

How many pets do you have: 2
If you could go anywhere in the world where it be?: New York...never thought I'd say that.
The last movie you saw at cinemas: I don't remember it, its been a year ago or so.
Who you went with: Erin

--LAYER FIVE--

Pepsi or Coke: Coke a Cola
McDonald's or Taco bell: Mcdonalds
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Brisk: I like both
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both at the same time.

--LAYER SIX--

Do you curse: No
Do you sing: Sometimes.
Get motion sickness: I think so.
Get along with your parents: Not right now
Play an instrument: No.

--LAYER SEVEN--

In the past month have you..
Gone to the mall: Yes
Eaten an entire pizza: Probably
Been on stage: No
Gone skating: Yes
Made homemade cookies: Yes

--LAYER EIGHT--

Have you ever...
Been in big trouble with your parents?: Yes
Lied about your age: Yes
Used a fake ID?: No

--LAYER NINE--

Age you hope to be married: Just before its too late.
Number of Children: One

--LAYER TEN--

In a man or woman...
Best eye color: Grey
Best hair color: Black
Age: 21
Height: 6 foot something...just tall.

--LAYER ELEVEN--

Number of people you can trust: Almost everybody really.
Number of tattoos: One
Number of piercings: none.

70 Odd Questions



70 Odd Questions
What is your middle name?
Adamski

What color is your mailbox?
Purple

Are you single?
No

Have you ever hit a deer?
no, I dont' hit anybody.

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
Depends on which way I'm going home. I can't drive though, so I walk or I take a taxi.

What color is your room?
I think our room is white.

Do you have a small driveway?
we don't have a drive way.

Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you?
Nope.

What do you do first in the morning?
Cuddle Dante.

What brand is your printer?
I don't have one.

Do you enjoy fighting with people?
Never.

Is your hair naturally straight or curly?
Naturally messy...I guess its straight-wavy

Who was your kindergarten teacher?
Frau Vogel

What is your ringtone?
Its a kitty noise.


Are you taller than your mom?
Maybe by a half inch.

What curse word do you say the most when your pissed?
None.

Are you God?
What? No.

Do you like someone?
I like a lot of people...and I love one.




Do you enjoy writing in colored pens?
Yes, they are pretty.

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My Stomach does a little.

Do you often cry during a movie?
Yes usually.

Last phone call you received?
I didn't get any...

Last text message?
I don't get those.

Do you hate your life?
Right now I'm considering hating it.

Do you get mad easily?
No not really.

What is your biggest pet peeve?
Bad table manners.

Are you cold?
Nope.

Do any of your friends have kids?
Astev has one. I don't think anybody else does.

Do you know anyone that is pregnant right now?
Dante says he is. But he's just so silly...

Who should pay on the first date?
Me.

How many years older than you are you willing to date?
I dont date, unless its going out with Dante.

Do you have any friends?
Yah, some, Astev, Rupi, Yata, Gragle, Jay and some other people.

Do you have any mean friends?
Mean friends? No...

What is the ugliest color to wear in your opinion?
Orange. Ewww.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
Yah, sometimes they don't like Dante.

Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff, seriously?
no!

Have you ever contemplated suicide?
I used to...

Do you scratch your ears?
Sometimes when they have a itch.

Who was the last person to hug you?
Dante.

What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing right now?
I think its some just American brand...I don't know the name. they are not very comfortable.

How tall are you?
5"7

What is the closest green object?
My shirt.

If you were born the opposite sex, what would your parents name you?
Frauke- it means little lady.

Do you want to have kids?
Just the one we have.

What is the brightest color you're wearing?
Goldish yellow.

Who is the friend you have that you would never have expected to have?
Rupi is. He's a police man.

Who do you hate the most right now?
Myself.

What kind of car do you want?
I always liked convertables.



What is your favorite video game?
Mario brothers

Do you like your dad?
I loved him.

Do you have any TV shows on DVD?
No, nope.

Are you wearing make-up?
No...

Do you have a tattoo?
One on my tummy.

Have you ever broken a pinata?
Pinata? whats that?

What time is it right now?
17:02 Deutsche Zeit

Do you know how to draw?
I can, but I'm not that good.

Who loves orange soda?
I would like some.

Who did you last IM?
IM? Nobody.

Do you work a lot of hours?
Not right now.

Where were you in the last 24 hours?
Over seas. In jail, in a plane, in a airport.

Who was the last person that called you?
Nobody has yet.

Is there anything you regret?
So much...

Do you know where your family name originated from?
Yes, we're all German.

Is there an animal that creeps you out?
Cockroaches.

What is your favorite color ON A CAR?
Yellow is cute on Dante's car. But if I had a nice convertable I'd like it to be Purple.

Do you use digital or film cameras?
Digital camera...but I left it at home, all my stuff is at Dante's.

Do you own an iPod?
No.

Have you ever been on a charter bus?
For Soccer I have.

Do you like going to water parks?
I love swimming.